Ok I know I shouldn’t be angry but I JUST CAN’T HELP IT! Ok so I was on Facebook and I kept seeing this guy Logan Huffman. So I checked out his page. I was like ok we have three mutal friends that’s interesting. Then something told me that these mutal friends personally knew him. I went over to go check to see if his name would pop up on IMDB.com and guess freaking what… IT DID!
Ok so whats the problem you ask me? Well the fact that HE’S FROM MY HOMETOWN and he’s YOUNGER THAN ME TOO! AAAAGGGGHHHH (oh I forgot to mention he’s an actor) IDK why but this makes me extermely mad and angry!!!! I guess its cause I’m like “Why isn’t that me?” “Why am I not living my dreams?” “WHY DAMM IT WHY?” Seeing the fact that he’s a couple months younger than me, on a hit t.v. show and prolly graduate the same year (class of 08 baby!) I did from my hometown hits really really reeeeeeaaaallllly hard. Now I’m sad. 
(its this Coldplay music)
I just want to pack all my stuff and leave. Even though I have no money nor car how will I be able to get there? Hitchhike? NO way thats too dangerous… fun but how do I know I’ll even end up in Cali. I guess I just have to be patient and go with my original plan… which is to wait till July when I have enough save up, finished all my NYRs and have a car.
Man do you guys feel my pain? Has there ever been a time when you’re like “Man that should be me?”. If so I feel you. It will be our time soon. Who knows maybe when you finally get to your dream you’ll be so successful at it that the wait was well worth it. God please let that be me.
Well I’m done with my jealous rant until my next steps,
DreamChaser.
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